Don’t read this, this is not for you, it’s just for me cause I need this out of my system so I can move on, is meant to be for one person only, someone I cared about, someone that probably won’t read this. And if this is you, please don’t say anything.
As I’m about to start a new “chapter” in my life, I’ve decided that I’m going to let you go, finally, for once and for all. I’ll list a 100 thing I’m glad about and with this post I’ll be promising myself I will never be sad again, not for you, not for us. Cause we were it all, but we never were.
This is for you
Dear ____ thank you…
- For being yourself with me
- For making me a happy girl
- For giving me that first kiss in the couch
- For holding my hand in the cinema
- For having bad taste in music
- For telling me the truth about you
- For trusting me
- For letting me trust you
- For calling me drunk
- For answering the phone
- For hugging me
- For trying to say goodbye and catch me before I left to the airport
- For supporting my dreams
- For caring about me
- For calling me beautiful
- For asking me not to wear make-up
- For asking me for advice
- For talking with me about everything and anything in skype for hours
- For telling me I looked pretty
- For calling me hot
- For not taking your hands off me
- For telling me I shouldn’t trust them
- For fooling around everywhere
- For being shameless
- For acting weird
- For forgiving me
- For understand me when none else did
- For making me cry
- For making me realize that we just weren’t meant to be
- For holding my hair while I was puking
- For standing up with my bullshit
- For never judging me
- For laughing at my bad jokes
- For introducing me to Game of Thrones
- For telling me that you forgot the picture that I gave you (even tho I’m pretty sure you got rid of it)
- For never trowing that red ribbon
- For endless conversations
- For the good times
- For the bad times
- For the partying
- For the drums
- For the honesty
- For rough truth
- For realizing before me that you could never loved me the way I wanted
- For calling me your best friend
- For promising you’ll never stop talking to me
- For stop talking to me
- For being jealous
- For asking me what I wanted
- For not giving me what I wanted
- For being hot
- For being skinny
- For liking my body
- For visiting me at my city
- For being surpised when I visited you
- For giving me chills with just a look
- For breaking my heart
- For breaking my heart more than once
- For telling me about the girl you love
- For telling me you got your heart broken
- For teaching me stuff
- For playing with me
- For kissing me in funny ways
- For joking with me
- For taking that call at the hardest time on my life
- For telling me everything was gonna be okay
- For never trying to do my harm
- For trying to protect me
- For not being ashemed of me
- For telling your friend about me
- For letting your friend tell me the truth about you
- For letting me kiss you when we were drunk
- For trying to understand my past
- For trying (“trying”) to pshyco-analize me
- For letting me be inside your head
- For letting me listen to your thoughts
- For “accepting” my crazyness
- For being taller than me
- For sharing your secrets
- For keeping my secrets
- For wishing me luck when I needed it
- For asking me for help
- For borrowing me that book
- For trying to do homework
- For asking me to marry you in my kitchen
- For reading me your thoughts
- For sharing your experience with me
- For making me smile
- For smiling at me
- For talking to me again
- For not replying my messages
- For thinking that I hated you
- For telling me you didn’t hate me
- For not hating me
- For being “friends” with me on facebook -again-
- For the birthday wishes
- For that last kiss
- For being a good friend
- For all the memories that will stay with me forever
- For loving me on your own way.
I don’t think I’ll ever see you again (and I don’t think I want to), I wish you the best and you’ll always be part of who I was, I will always have a feeling for you, call it whatever you want. But mostly I wish you could find whatever you’re looking for, be loved and happiness.
Sincerly,
– M
